This audio poem (that used to be called 'The Bed') is a collaborative reading by me and a patient at St Christopher’s Hospice for the Visualising Affect exhibition, Lewisham Arthouse, July 2013. You can download a pdf file of the poem.

You can read about and view images from the exhibition on the Visualising Affect website. My essay on our collaborative installation is included in the catalogue.

Here is a short film of Les Back talking about the IVSA conference and the exhibition.

The Prince And The Pee

Intent concern accompanied the glinting blade
that sliced from hip       to       hip.
A tributary
meandering down into dry recesses of manliness.
A cut so deep           so low
folds of distinction reopen.
Hard layers. Moist untouched spaces.
Shiny black skin. Striated muscle,
prowess
flow into tired, needy sinews of a pure new
softness.

He has a story to tell.
He doesn’t know
how.
Since she gone, he says
he has not slept one night in that bed.
Do I miss her?
He laughs.
Perhaps. But I have to break my mind to de condition init?
An de reason, mos of my reason is because
throu my tablets, I pass water often.
To walk from de bed is a longer
movement.
On dis chair
out ere
I jus roll off, pee in de bucket.
It’s easier.
And that bed is wide. Very wide
at night.

In the shadows of nightfall
he again feels the knife.
This time in his heart,
quivering, shimmering.
In this place of            dislocation
contorted emasculation
he marks his loss. Silently,
with truth.
Rolling saltiness around his mouth,
he leans forward slowly
pisses into the bucket.


Relieved.

Photo Will Venning and Ryan Irvan of collaborative installation with Gini Lawson and patients from St Christopher's hospice for the Visualising Affect Exhibition

Photo Will Venning and Ryan Irvan of collaborative installation with Gini Lawson and patients from St Christopher's hospice for the Visualising Affect Exhibition


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Photo Will Venning and Ryan Irvan of collaborative installation with Gini Lawson and patients for the Visualising Affect Exhibition

Photo Will Venning and Ryan Irvan of collaborative installation with Gini Lawson and patients for the Visualising Affect Exhibition